Well, sometimes even the best of plans goes astray. When I left on my sabbatical four months ago, the intention was to seek out and connect with the Divine in nature.
Things started out well, although most of April and a large part of May the weather was not really ideal for tromping in the woods. I was able to get my hands in the soil while giving my gardens some of the TLC they’ve been missing, and I felt that I had got them off to a better beginning than ever before. The neighbouring wildlife also appreciated my efforts, because almost as soon as seeds germinated or bulbs broke through the soil, everything was pulled out and eaten. Frustrating for me but at least they enjoyed the results of my work!
The focus for my time away initially grew from my plans to take a wilderness tour in the north of Vancouver Island. Sadly, that trip was cancelled due to a lack of people interested in the trek. I hope that I can return to BC and take that tour someday soon.
I had also booked a short stay at a spiritual retreat centre near Nanaimo, but due to a loss in my family I had to cancel that, too, and return quickly home.
The time away was not near what I had planned, and yet it was still a time of rich learning in spite of all the setbacks. When I cannot control the circumstances, I can control my response. Facing unplanned change and disappointment taught me to be flexible and patient. Letting go of expectations freed me to find joy right where I was. I was able to relax and spend time with some of my most favourite humans in the world. And that was a blessing.
My sister’s sudden passing was a shock that rocked all of our family to our roots. Bonnie was so full of life, incredibly caring and generous, the most loving person I knew. She had been attending our Zoom worship services for the past 3 years and was excited to be a part of our faith family. She and my younger sister, Lori, were planning to come join us in person one coming Sunday morning. I am so sorry that you did not get to meet them.
Once again, you – my church family – have stepped in with your loving care to support and care for me at this time of loss. Your thoughtfulness, kindness, and prayers are overwhelming and I am grateful beyond expressing for all of you.
All in all it was a wonderful gift to be able to take this time away for rest, renewal, and learning. Thank you.
Blessings, Kathi
