Pondering Dependence vs. Independence

To those of you who have been on a challenging journey in 2025, I can relate! After a fun-filled Christmas with family, January 1st was the beginning of a three-week viral illness that has been causing a domino effect of health struggles for me. Nerve pain and lack of sleep became major problems.

I've been reminded of my weakness, as well as my dependence on God's strength, help and grace. But oh how I love my independence! I was taught to work hard, dig in my heels, and do things myself. Being independent is a positive character trait, right? Contrast this with 2 Corinthians 12:9, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness."

The only time I was not focused on my weakness and pain was when I was in my studio painting! My mind rerouted to focus on God's beauty and His words of encouragement ... as an artist, this is what I want to pass on to you.

This is always the time of year that I design and plan Credo's Spring print. I questioned if it would even be possible this year. I was humbled by the fact that I really could not do it on my own. My body said "NO." But my spirit reminded me of a song, "I need You, oh how I need You. Every hour I need You," and this became my prayer.

As I surrendered my will and timing to His, the print gradually came together. I really can't explain how ideas and simple images began to emerge from a place of weakness and total dependence. I left the outcome in His hands. And He has been faithful!

May we live in a place of dependence on God in the midst of our hardships and weaknesses, whether great or small. I know this feels counter cultural, yet I've discovered it is worth giving a try. God is here waiting. May the Spirit reroute our minds to rely on Him to work in and through us.

His grace is sufficient. His power is made perfect in our weakness.

Let it be so!

Marva