Circuit Rider
Each week Pastor Kyle visits a different church to preach, to teach Sunday School classes, and just to worship alongside people.
I'm a bit of weirdo because maybe my favorite service during Holy Week is Good Friday. It doesn't have the flair of Palm Sunday, the community of Maundy Thursday, or the joy and excitement and hope of Easter and I think that's why I love it. Good Friday tells us it's okay to grieve, to feel our emotions, to be confused by the "now and not yet"-ness of our faith.
For Good Friday, First UMC Beaumont asked us to be a part of their service and we got the privilege (?) to read the bit where Pilate sentences Jesus. I was not about to make my student who came with me be Pilate, so I took that role.
There's something harrowing about standing at the front of a congregation and hearing them shout "Crucify Him!" at you, especially when you are playing the part of Pilate!
As I looked on the cross, draped in black, the altar stripped of the life it once held, I felt a sense of peace. Odd I know, but stay with me. Peace in the knowing that God knows the despair I feel. God knows the feeling of hopelessness that overwhelms. God knows and God walks with me throughout it all.
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