Philippians 4:11
“Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatever state I am, therewith to be content.” (KJV)
“Not that I am referring to being in need, for I have learned to be content with whatever I have.” (NRSV)
The verse above, in two translations, contains special meaning for me.
Like many of you, I’ve been through a great struggle. Details differ, but always there is fear and worry, and sometimes physical pain. It began with a mysterious “flu” in April, followed by weeks of exhaustion, then a long bout with gastroenteritis. By August, it culminated in major abdominal surgery, from which I’m still recovering.
There were days when I had little energy to hope for a better future. It was all I could do to live into the next moment.
God’s sustaining presence (largely unfelt by me) never failed.
My adult children stepped in wonderfully; and the kindness of nurses, the persistence and ingenuity of doctors, and the resourceful care of nurses’ aides gave me what I needed to heal and resume my life.
But it will not be the same life.
One lesson: If you can’t be happy, gratitude and appreciation work as well.
God stays with us and resides within us, even when we remain unaware of God’s presence.
Our lives are rich with learning experiences. And sometimes the best ones are the ones that are the least welcome.
