March 13, 2020… I remember it well. It was the day my world changed. This year, I had planned to check off two more items on my bucket lists, walking a section of the Great Wall in China and exploring some highlights in Turkey. Unfortunately, COVID, a once in a lifetime pandemic, meant I could not leave the country, I was no longer able to sing in the choir, and, also, it meant working fewer hours at work. Wow...What do I do now?
With God’s help, I found hope, redefined my purpose, and sought out moments that contributed to my peace and contentment. My new journey included providing hospice care to my 91-year-old mother; writing and telling her story at a graveside service; searching and finding that special kitten, my new traveling companion, Jack; setting aside one day per week to give to my community to nurture a beautiful new garden space; and seeking out “stories of encouragement”.
My discoveries included rereading some old classics, finding out that my school of fish prefer a different food, being amazed at how nature “provides and heals”, and watching several movies on “encouragetv”. I found that Jack’s first experiences make me smile and laugh and it feels right when he lies next to me, I pet and he purrs. Likewise, movies like “Mr. What, Undeserved, Silver Wolf, and Take Two” reminded me that I’m not alone; forgiveness gives us the opportunity for a better today; and we are only asked to do the right thing one day at a time.
Thus,
“Dear GOD, I trust you to guide my path.”
Jeannie Bettesworth
