(Un)Saddle Your Ass
An excerpt from CGWKBK 5 Vol 1:
Miketz
Donkeys, Dreams, and Crack Creams
What is a dream? It is from the verb chalam:
CHALAM: to dream; to be healthy, be strong; to restore to health
A dream realized is a hope fulfilled. It is vindication for long, dry spells in which faith sustained the dreamer in the wilderness. It makes one strong and healthy, ready to tackle the next task for Adonai. The fulfilled dream is a sign of an overcomer, and it also demonstrates something the
nefesh (soul) abhors, which is patience! Only in patience can the spirit prevail; therefore a primary characteristic of the righteous is the "patience of the saints."
Here is the patience of the saints: here [are] they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus. (KJV) - Revelation 14:12
There may be many years, a lifetime, or even generations between the dream and its realization. The dream either will give us hope to overcome the obstacles, or we will allow it to become a source of bitterness. The verb meanings of CHAMAR, the root of CHAMOR, for an ass, are:
to boil, foam, foam up, ferment
(Qal) to boil, foam up
(Poalal) to be troubled, be in turmoil
(Poalal) to be reddened
Like
chametz (leaven and pride), a dream deferred can turn the dreamer sour and bitter against others and even against the Holy One, Blessed be He. Perhaps this is the link between chametz (pride) and the firstborn red ass (
chamor) that must be redeemed with a lamb.
Joseph's conflict with his brothers was for dominance and acceptance. When Joseph told his dream of leadership over his brothers, he did not have the wisdom to realize that because he was his father's favorite and he had received the special garment of favor, sharing the "spiritual gift" of the dream would make his brothers envious, not happy about his blessing.
Discretion is the rule of the day when it comes to blessings. The testimony should never draw attention to one's self, but to the gift of God. It is unwise to give glowing accounts of our blessings to those who have yet to realize theirs if they are prone to insecurity.
There is also the danger that we boast of the dreams and blessing not to glorify Adonai, but ourselves. The ability to dominate others has no relationship to the ability to lead them. Domination grows from chametz and chamor, and there will be foaming, red trouble!
The key to the building of the congregation of Israel was humility. The humility grew from dreams deferred, which was the goal of the dreams! Joseph was humbled and suffered tribulation before he was in a position of reconciling his brothers. The brothers also humbled themselves and repented of not listening and causing emotional distress.
Putting man or beast through emotional distress is a sin. If we are not to cause even an ass or ox distress under his load[1], how much more will Adonai hold us guilty for causing or ignoring the distress of brothers and sisters in the faith?
Then they said to one another, 'Truly we are guilty concerning our brother, because we saw the distress of his soul when he pleaded with us, yet we would not listen; therefore this distress (
tsarah/tribulation) has come upon us.' And Reuben answered them, saying, 'Did I not tell you, "'Do not sin against the boy'; and you would not listen?'" (Genesis 42:21-22)
Jacob humbled himself to trust humbled Judah to protect Benjamin, and he had to commit all his sons to Adonai's protection. As Judah said, Jacob had to "die" in order to release Benjamin, for his nefesh was so intertwined with the young man's, that like a separation of conjoined twins, one may have to die in order to preserve the other. Jacob sent a gift, a
minchat:
Then their father Israel said to them, 'If it must be so, then do this: take some of the best products of the land in your bags, and carry down to the man as a present,
a little balm and a little honey, aromatic gum and myrrh, pistachio nuts and almonds.' (Genesis 43:11)
Having sent a fragrant and sweet healing gift of firstfruits, Israel says, "If I am bereaved, I am bereaved." He trusts Adonai to keep the next generation safe and enable it to carry on in the covenant. When he does not understand the affliction, he sends some perfume, sweets, and a healing balm...crack creams for the cracked, drying dreams.
What was the point of young Joseph's dream? Not domination, but unification of a family. When we are young and immature, blundering in the field as the text describes Joseph, we fail to appreciate the pain our proud, competitive words cause to others. Joseph had to learn to put his shoulder to the burden like the blessing of Issachar, the humble ass.
Are we blundering in the field like a red ass boiling over in the pursuit of our dreams, thinking that we are doing our Father a favor to point out the shortcomings of His children?
Is our "reproving and rebuking" rash and unseasoned? Or are we patiently working to unify brothers and sisters in Messiah like the redeemed red ass?
Have we saddled our asses with healing balm, or do we have a burr under our saddles?
If our Father does not even permit us to cause an animal unnecessary pain or distress; if our Father COMMANDS us to relieve the distress of fallen donkeys, then how much more should we become a healing balm for the dry cracks and tears of a human being's distressed soul? Any dreamer without patience in His Word becomes a nightmare.
Father, deliver us from the unredeemed red asses of Shimon/Levi attitudes, for they lamed oxen in their anger. Let us not enter into their counsel, but into humility and patience. Father, it is You who apportions gifts and dreams, so permit us to mature into true Hearers of Your Word with righteous zeal that glorifies You. We confess that it is YOU who makes all things beautiful in Your time. Heal us, our Father, and we will be healed. Save us, and we will be saved, for you are our praise. Let our dreams strengthen our faith in You. Open our eyes to even the smallest creature in distress so that we may learn to comfort one another with Your Words. Amein.
[1] If you meet your enemy's ox or his donkey wandering away, you shall surely return it to him. (Exodus 23:4) If you see the donkey of one who hates you lying helpless under its load, you shall refrain from leaving it to him, you shall surely release it with him. (Exodus 23:5)
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