Hearing Joy at the Department Store

Saturday, March 23

“Let the floods clap their hands; let the hills sing together for joy.” (Psalm 98:8)

The baby is squalling so loud

I don’t hear the plunk-plunk-plink

on the other side of the secondhand store.

Then the baby hushes itself, listens,

like that piano is the only sound

in the universe.

The young mother takes her cranky child

out of the shopping buggy, parks it on her hip,

heads toward the music. I follow.

There she is: a tall girl with bony

shoulders and wild-ass hair pounding

those yellow keys, one scuffed shoe punching

the foot pedal, playing music somebody wrote

five hundred years ago for violins,

flutes, horns. Music rolls off her fingers

like creek water pouring over rocks.

First it’s me, the baby and the young mother,

her forgetting all about diaper rash and me

letting go of the past-due rent.

Another woman, looking like somebody’s

history teacher, wanders up and stands

near the old piano. A pudgy man in a uniform

with his name on the pocket taps out notes

on his khaki thighs.

A little girl plays ballerina to the music.

An old woman, half smiling, perches on a sofa arm,

yellow-white hair floating like it hears the music, too.

A teenage boy who should be in school vibrates

with music that will not let him stay still.

The music winds down and she gives those keys

one final shout with her strong fingers and stops dead.

When applause breaks out, she jumps

like she didn’t know she had an audience,

she was that lost in the music. One by one,

we walk up, say our thanks.

She can’t even meet our eyes.

As the young mother walks away, she says

to no one, or to the One who hears everything,

I swear I’d let my own baby go hungry

and give that girl every dime I owned

if it would be enough

to buy her that piano.

PRAYER | Mother God, open our eyes, our ears, our hearts, to hear every song of joy that surrounds us today, and tomorrow, and all the days to come.

Devotional by:

Peg Robarchek

In the department store

These devotions come from a book of the same name published by The Presbyterian Outlook. Hard copies of the devotional book are available around the church.