Good morning!
Bon Matin!
This weekend was a miraculous Easter Weekend.
Miraculous with ultimate deep connection and transformation in the vortex of pain and sadness.
My mom passed away is my arms at 1:30 Pm this Saturday exactly on the same day as my grand-mother 10 years ago.
I was privileged to have held her with love and light in her final moments with us. A connection so unique and beautiful, even in the midst of grief. This sureal moment happening ten years after my grandmother, brought a deeper, mysterious rhythm to my mom's life transition.
She is an extraordinary soul, radiating warmth, resilience, and boundless love. Her presence is luminous, touching everyone now in the most profound way. Even though time didn't grant my mom the century she dreamed of, the energy she carried, her positivity, her beauty, her love is even more radiant then ever before.
Her presence lingers as nature whispers her sacred embrace. It is as if the universe itself is honoring her spirit, allowing her energy to shine even more brilliantly than before.
As we left the hospice Saturday a beautiful white blanket of magical fog was hovering the river like a bride's vail in the breeze, I had never seen in my life such scenery. The next day the wind blew like a dance in the trees, the forces of life and spring are just so majestuous, the birds are singing in such way that I have never heard before.
Her love is in me and in the universe that welcomed her transition. This is truly breathtaking.
The weeks that preceeded this moment and even now, have been a succession of miraculous synchronicities, it was not random, they were part of something far greater than any human logic could capture.
What I experienced then and the day after is beyond words, something luminous, profound, and undeniably real in the deepest sense.
As the sun rose the next day, I felt the urge and I returned to where I had spent six days in quiet devotion, giving loving cares to mom.
As I entered the home, the nurse who was giving hospice care to my mom said, I was just in your mom's room smelling the scent of roses, and here you are.
I sat, held her blanket, embraced the teddy she clutched in her final moments. Her scent, her essence still lingered, enveloping me in something far greater than grief. I closed my eyes, and then, as if guided by her love, I experienced something miraculous, I felt this immense peace and warmth of love filling up my soul affirming that love transcends, that it remains, that it transforms.
I felt her love enter my soul and I know, with even stronger conviction, that my purpose on this earth is to Hold people in a space of love, it is a gift, it is my calling.
My heart has opened to her infinite love in a way that lives within me, lighting my path forward.
I am sharing this with you today because I simply feel the urge to express love and to tell you in the deepest way, you are all loved beyond words.
Today is a day of glory since it has been three days now. Before you enter Le Petit Gourmet, STOP, take a deep breath and simply feel the "true love that flourishes here."
I'll be arriving the first week of May to Celebrate Mother's Day with you, I am certain we will get to share and be together. Then I'll fly back on Mother's Day to be with my beloved Adam who had the chance to embrace the love of his grandmother once more as we sang to her together...Everybody loves Somebody from Dean Martin.
Love like this, is meant to be carried forward, meant to touch others in ways that words alone can't always capture.
I hope you feel the warmth, the energy, the luminous spirit of my mom shining through. And I hope you know that every piece of this journey together is a gift to cherish.
Love always....and see you soon. Enjoy a very special good lunch today that your Le Petit Gourmet's team have put together for you...POI
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