when I open my heart to stretch
sometimes it hurts
sometimes it moans
as if I’ve been holding my breath
so slow
when you come close to me
my belly goes low
and my hips relax
decompression
shall I mention ...
I want to spread my legs
and reach back
my arms overflow
stretching desire
even my breath
fills me up
a slow gasp
air moving pressure
wider and wider
can you feel me like that ?
like a magnet attracts
like a vacuum that grasps
pieces together
cyclone
but my heart
oh, my heart
it is so tender
and torn
alone
it waits to wake
anticipation hesitates
dawn on the break
of your fire
it wants to feel you
steady and near
to know you are here
she is raw and open
the breeze makes me shiver
secrets undelivered
this wind opens deeper
my blood like a river
come to my heart
tell me that it’s safe
to be vulnerable
in ways that are unutterable
that you love me
without question
beyond all things considered
divine possession
oh how I ache
to be known
in silent redemption
come home
~ocean~