Next week I'm going to step out of the hectic stream of church life for a few days. My kids will be on vacation (Spenser will be taking driver's education classes!) and I'll catch up on my long non-work to-do list (tax preparation time!). I'm also going to complete at least one item on my "continuing education" wish list - a webinar through the organization What Is Essential. Next Sunday, while you are being fed by a guest preacher, I will be - actually, I don't know what I'll be doing. Maybe brunch!
While I won't be in the office next week, and I'm going to try to stay off email, I will be available for pastoral emergencies. In the case of hospitalization or other serious pastoral need, please don't hesitate to call me at home: 978-649-2210.
I find it really challenging to step away from work. Partly for a good reason - I love my job. But I also find that I get anxious when I'm not running from meeting to meeting and managing a flood of emails. Who am I if I'm not a "busy pastor"? What do I do if I'm not "needed"? Where is my brain going to take me if I'm not frantically trying to write a sermon?
That's why I have to take some time off, even if I don't want to. I need to practice being still, being silent, creating space for God to move and speak and nudge me forward. I keep asking you to do that, so I better practice the same.
Peace,
Rev. Cindy
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