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A COURSE IN MIRACLES
CH 21 "THE INNER PICTURE"
V. THE FEAR TO LOOK WITHIN
48 Look gently on each other and remember the ego's weakness is revealed in both your sight. What it would keep apart has met and joined, and looks upon the ego unafraid. Little children, innocent of sin, follow in gladness the way to certainty. Be not held back by fear's insane insistence that sureness lies in doubt. This has no meaning. What matters it to you how loudly it is proclaimed? The senseless is not made meaningful by repetition and by clamor. The quiet way is open. Follow it happily and question not what must be so.
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A COURSE IN MIRACLES
WORKBOOK for STUDENTS
WHAT IS SALVATION
Voice and Music by CIMS SonShip Radio
Salvation is a promise, made by God,
that you would find your way to Him at last.
It cannot but be kept. It guarantees
that time will have an end, and all the thoughts
that have been born in time will end as well.
God's Word is given every mind that thinks
that it has separate thoughts, and will replace
these thoughts of conflict with the Thought of peace.
The Thought of peace was given to God's Son
the instant that his mind had thought of war.
There was no need for such a Thought before,
for peace was given without opposite,
and merely was. But when the mind is split,
there is a need of healing. So the Thought
Which has the power to heal the split became
a part of every fragment of the mind
which still was one, but failed to recognize
its oneness. Now it did not know itself,
and thought its own identity was lost.
Salvation is undoing in the sense
that it does nothing, failing to support
the world of dreams and malice. Thus it lets
illusions go. By not supporting them,
it merely lets them quietly go down
to dust. And what they hid is now revealed;
an altar to the holy Name of God,
whereon His Word is written, with the gifts
of your forgiveness laid before It, and
the memory of God not far behind.
Let us come daily to this holy place,
and spend a while together. Here we share
our final dream. It is a dream in which
there is no sorrow, for it holds a hint
of all the glory given us by God.
The grass is pushing through the soil, the trees
are budding now, and birds have come to live
within their branches. Earth is being born
again in new perception. Night has gone,
and we have come together in the light.
From here we give salvation to the world,
for it is here salvation was received.
The song of our rejoicing is the call
to all the world that freedom is returned,
that time is almost over, and God's Son
has but an instant more to wait until
his Father is remembered, dreams are done,
eternity has shined away the world,
and only Heaven now exists at all.
~ Original Handscript of ACIM October 1, 1970
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A COURSE IN MIRACLES
DAILY LESSON
L e s s o n 235
God in His mercy wills that I be saved.
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I need but look upon all things that seem
to hurt me, and with perfect certainty
assure myself, "God wills that I be saved
from this," and merely watch them disappear.
I need but keep in mind my Father's Will
for me is only happiness, to find
that only happiness has come to me.
And I need but remember that His Love
surrounds His Son and keeps his sinlessness
forever perfect, to be sure that I
am saved and safe forever in His arms.
I am the Son He loves. And I am saved
because God in His mercy wills it so
.
Father, Your holiness is mine. Your Love
created me, and made my sinlessness
forever part of You. I have no guilt
or sin in me, for there is none in You.
~ Original Handscript of ACIM
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ACIM Edmonton - Sarah's Reflections
LESSON 235
God in His mercy wills that I be saved.
Sarah's Commentary:
"God in His mercy wills that I be saved."
(W.235) The question arises, "Saved from what?" and Jesus tells us it is to be saved from "all things that seem to hurt me." (W.235.1.1) What hurts me are my own thoughts, my opinions, my interpretations, and my judgments. How willing am I to be saved from my perception that I can be hurt? If "my Father
'
s Will for me is only happiness,"
(W.235.1.2) then the way I am seeing a situation that seems to cause me distress must be a decision I have made, which clearly conflicts with God's Will for me.
We cannot mar our own perfection, as given us by God in our creation as His Son. The prayer is just another way of talking about this, as we affirm again that Love is what created us and made us sinless forever, always perfect, and eternally safe. "Father, Your holiness is mine. Your Love created me, and made my sinlessness forever part of You. I have no guilt nor sin in me, for there is none in You." (W.235.2.1-3) Clearly, we do not feel this way much of the time. The reason for this is because the ego always speaks first. In other words, the ego gives us its interpretation of everything first. It tells us to blame, to judge, and to value our thoughts and opinions, which all support differences and specialness. However, we are not guilty of these errors. We need only accept the Correction, be willing to see our judgments, and not hold onto them.
So often I hear someone making a judgment and immediately telling themselves that they should not judge. In other words, there is an immediate judgment of oneself. All this is an attempt to hold onto an image of oneself as a spiritual ego beyond such errors. It is more helpful to see the judgment without judging oneself.
We think our reality is a body and personality relating to "others" as separate entities. As a result, we are in competition with each other, trying to achieve our happiness at their expense. What if we are wrong about ourselves? Jesus assures us that we are. He says that while we think our separate will is the source of our happiness and our freedom, it is actually the source of our pain, misery, and bondage. Because we are confused about what we are, we do not know what we are doing, where we are going, what our best interests are, or how to meet our real needs.
Give over the picture you hold of yourself for a moment. Open yourself to question your perception of who you are. Jesus tells us, "God's will is all there is." (Clarification of Terms.3.6.1) Therefore, the separate-will we think is ours does not even exist. This thought can terrify us. We want our existence, which is why we are here. The call to know ourselves as pure, innocent, and joyful beings of peace and love is also very strong. If God is all there is, we must be One with Him.
In Chapter 31, "The Simplicity of Salvation," Jesus says, "How simple is salvation! All it says is what was never true is not true now, and never will be. The impossible [separation from God] has not occurred, and can have no effects. And that is all. Can this be hard to learn by anyone who wants it to be true?" (T.31.I.1.1-5) (ACIM OE T.31.I.1) On the level of where we think we are, are we willing to consider how wrong we have been about ourselves? "Only unwillingness to learn it could make such an easy lesson difficult." (T.31.I.1.6) (ACIM OE T.31.I.1) Our unwillingness points us to the authority problem. We think we have made another will, and we give power to that will by our belief. If all we believe is not true now, we can deny the power of anything to hurt us.
Salvation, as taught in this Course, is about healing our perception that we are separate, deficient victims of the world. None of this is real, but it is not helpful just to be told it is all unreal or all an illusion. Why? This is because right now we believe in the reality of what we see, feel, and experience. We believe our body is who we are, and we cling to this self that we believe we have made. Denying what we believe would not be helpful to us. Yes, it is all unreal. None of it has any meaning, but while we are still believing in the reality of our bodies and the world, it is not helpful to deny what we are holding as true. What is helpful is to look at our beliefs, our concepts, our values, our feelings, and our perceptions, and be willing to question them. When we see that we are wrong in how we see everything, we are then more willing to ask the Holy Spirit for His interpretation. We become more willing to step aside from our perspectives and look to the truth within.
In Lesson 70, we are told that guilt and salvation are in our mind and nowhere else. "When you realize that all guilt is solely an invention of your mind, you also realize that guilt and salvation must be in the same place. In understanding this you are saved." (W.70.1.5-6) Yet what we have done is to put the responsibility for the source of our pain outside of our minds. We make people, events, and circumstances, outside of ourselves, responsible for how we feel. We make them the guilty ones, instead of looking at the guilt in our own minds that we have projected onto them. It makes us feel like helpless victims.
If indeed salvation comes from me, and it is of my choosing, I am able, at any time, to choose to know the truth about myself. No one can save me but me. No workshop leader, no guru, no course, no psychotherapist, and not even Jesus can save me. It is all about my choice, and that choice is reflected in my willingness to look at my thoughts, take responsibility for them, recognize everything I see is a projection of my own guilt mirrored back to me, and be willing to release it. I am not saying that there are not teachers that help us in pointing us to the truth, inspiring and motivating us, but only that the deep inner work must be done by us.
Jesus tells us, if God in His mercy wills that I be saved, it is already done. As he reminds us, "Love, which created me, is what I am." (W.229) "Now need I seek no more. Love has prevailed." (W.229.1.2-3) He has kept my Identity untouched and sinless. Nothing we can do can ever mar our perfection. So why do we need salvation? We are reminded in Chapter 11, "As God's creation It [salvation] is yours, and belonging to you It is His. Your Self does not need salvation, but your mind needs to learn what salvation is. You are not saved from anything, but you are saved for glory. Glory is your inheritance, given you by your Creator that you might extend it. Yet if you hate part of your Self [another brother or sister] all your understanding is lost, because you are looking on what God created as yourself without love." (T.11.IV.1.2-6) (ACIM OE T.10.V.31)
In other words, any hatred, dislike, or anger we have toward any of our brothers and sisters is what keeps us from knowing that we are already saved. Such thoughts hide the truth of who we are from our minds. "Therefore, look only to the power that God gave to save you, remembering that it is yours because it is His, and join with your brothers in His peace." (T.11.IV.2.5) (ACIM OE T.10.V.32)
The ego also developed a plan for our salvation. Its plan is to hold grievances against others so the guilt in our minds would be seen to rest on them, rather than on ourselves. We play the game of blaming everyone else for our circumstances. Yet the solution given us by the ego to get rid of our guilt by projecting it actually maintains it because what the ego's proposed solution does is keep the guilt alive in our minds, rather than undoing it. While blaming others seems to save us from the guilt, it only maintains it. "Ideas leave not their source." (W.167.3.6) This is such good news because it solidifies the fact that we are not the victims of the world we see.
The ego's guidance is to do everything on our own. Part of the ego's seductiveness is that it tries to persuade us to continue to believe that if we simply select the right combination of options from all available ones, we can be happy. The right option might be the right relationship, the right career, the right place to live, the right investment, the right numbers on the lottery tickets, the right job, or any combination of the above. But what the ego keeps hidden from us is the underlying content of these choices, which is sin, guilt, and fear and a belief in separate interests. "The dreams you think you like would hold you back as much as those in which the fear is seen. For every dream is but a dream of fear, no matter what the form it seems to take. The fear is seen within, without, or both. Or it can be disguised in pleasant form. But never is it absent from the dream, for fear is the material of dreams, from which they all are made." (T. 29.IV.2.1-5) (ACIM OE T.29.V.28)
Now we turn to another Guide---the Holy Spirit, which is the memory of God's Love for us in our right minds. When we turn to His truth in our minds, we can make another choice. In this world, all of our self-determined choices lead us nowhere. Jesus shows us that the only really meaningful choice we can make is to allow the Holy Spirit's purpose to guide us whenever we make a decision. Instead of looking for the perfect ego dream as we see it, we are learning to release our own judgments on how everything should be. When we release outcomes and expectations, we are learning to live in the flow of God's grace. What this requires is that we learn to recognize that we do not know our own best interests. We cannot even identify what is a gain and what is a loss.
The Lesson offers us a beautiful opportunity today to use it as a practice when we are tempted to get upset. If I see something disturbing to my mind, I can immediately respond with, "God wills that I be saved from this." (W.335.1.1) We can choose to look at the situation from outside of the dream---from above the battleground. From this perspective, we can see the unreality of it all. None of it has any meaning. When we no longer choose to support illusions of attack and malice, they go down to dust, and we see the beauty of our brother's innocence and thus our own.
Today, we join fully in confidence that God is on the side of our happiness. I need but look upon all things that seem to hurt me and with perfect certainty and conviction say, "God wills that I be saved from this." (W.335.1.1) Anything causing you pain and unhappiness is grist for application of this Lesson. Tell yourself with assurance that God would not have you suffer. God only wants your happiness. This means that if our experience is anything but happiness, we can step back and realize that we must be perceiving incorrectly. God's Will for us is perfect happiness. Feel His protection and safety all through the day. Look at what you are projecting onto others. Realize that nothing in the world can affect you unless you give it the power to do so. Bring anything that seems hurtful to you to the Holy Spirit for Correction. Look without guilt or fear at everything upsetting you today, and watch it disappear. Remind yourself again and again about His kindness and love for you. Let His Love be felt surrounding you, reminding you of your innocence, which is not of your making but has been given in your creation.
"And I am saved because God in His mercy wills it so."
(W.235.1.5)
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Chapter Twenty One
The Inner Picture
Voice and Music by Martin Weber, CIMS SonShip Radio
V. The Fear to Look Within
41 The Holy Spirit will
never teach you that you are sinful. Errors He will correct, but this makes no one fearful. You are indeed afraid to look within and see the sin you think is there. This you would not be fearful to admit. Fear in association with sin the ego deems quite appropriate and smiles approvingly. It has no fear to let you feel ashamed. It doubts not your belief and faith in sin. Its temples do not shake because of this. Your faith that sin is there but witnesses to your desire that it
be there to see. This merely seems to be the source of fear.
42 Remember that the ego is not alone. Its rule
is tempered, and its unknown "enemy," Whom it cannot even see, it fears. Loudly the ego tells you not to look inward, for if you do, your eyes will light on sin, and God will strike you blind. This you believe, and so you do not look. Yet this is not the ego's hidden fear, nor yours who serve it. Loudly indeed the ego claims it is-
too loudly and
too often. For underneath this constant shout and frantic proclamation, the ego is not certain it is so. Beneath your fear to look within because of sin is yet another fear and one which makes the ego tremble.
43 What if you looked within and saw
no sin? This "fearful" question is one the ego
never asks. And you who ask it now are threatening the ego's whole defensive system too seriously for it to bother to pretend it is your friend. Those who have joined their brothers
have detached themselves from their belief that their identity lies in the ego. A holy relationship is one in which you join with what is part of you in
truth. And your belief in sin has been
already shaken, nor are you now entirely unwilling to look within and see it not.
44 Your liberation still is only partial---still limited and incomplete, yet born within you. Not wholly mad, you have been willing to look on much of your insanity and recognize its madness. Your faith is moving inward, past insanity and on to reason. And what your reason tells you now, the ego would not hear. The Holy Spirit's purpose was accepted by the part of your mind the ego knows not of. No more did
you. And yet this part with which you now identify is not afraid to look upon itself. It
knows no sin. How, otherwise, could it have been willing to see the Holy Spirit's purpose as its own?
45 This part has seen your brother and recognized him perfectly since time began. And it desired nothing but to join with him and to be free again, as once it was. It has been waiting for the birth of freedom, the acceptance of release to come to you. And now you recognize that it was not the ego that joined the Holy Spirit's purpose, and so there
must be something else. Think not that
this is madness. For this your
reason tells you, and it follows perfectly from what you have already learned.
46 There is no inconsistency in what the Holy Spirit teaches. This is the reasoning of the
sane. You have perceived the ego's madness and not been made afraid because you did not choose to share in it. At times it still deceives you. Yet in your saner moments, its ranting strikes no terror in your hearts. For you have realized that all the gifts it would withdraw from you in rage at your "presumptuous" wish to look within, you do not
want. A few remaining trinkets still seem to shine and catch your eye. Yet you would not "sell" Heaven to have them.
47 And now the ego
is afraid. Yet what it hears in terror, the other part hears as the sweetest music---the song it longed to hear since first the ego came into your minds. The ego's weakness is its strength. The song of freedom, which sings the praises of another world, brings to it hope of peace. For it
remembers Heaven, and now it sees that Heaven has come to earth at last, from which the ego's rule has kept it out so long. Heaven has come because it found a home in your relationship on earth. And earth can hold no longer what has been given Heaven as its own.
48 Look gently on each other and remember the ego's weakness is revealed in both your sight. What it would keep apart has met and joined, and looks upon the ego unafraid. Little children, innocent of sin, follow in gladness the way to certainty. Be not held back by fear's insane insistence that sureness lies in doubt. This has no meaning. What matters it to you how loudly it is proclaimed? The senseless is not made meaningful by repetition and by clamor. The quiet way is open. Follow it happily and question not what must be so.
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