This recent call from a distraught young woman reveals that, when people reach out to IMPACT,
they trust us to listen and work with them to find solutions that will help immediately and over the long run.
IMPACT Counselor: Thank you for calling IMPACT. How may I help you?
Client: I'm just looking for a little advice, I guess. I haven't had more than a beer or two since Sunday. Otherwise I drink all day. Maybe a 30-pack and a fifth each day. It's a lot. I can't control myself. I just keep going down this spiral and making stupid decisions. Not getting better and drinking to ignore it. Raped and molested too many times. I feel like I need some kind of attention from somebody and I put myself in sleazy positions. I'm working so hard...
I think you've identified that a lot has to do with what's happened to you in the past. Until you're able to deal with that it's going to be hard for you to make better choices for yourself. There's more going on than just giving you a couple coping skills that are going to make this ok for you right now.
I don't have the time or money for anything else.
You're literally crying out for help. If you don't make the time for this, where is this leading you? There are options, as far as meeting with a counselor. Depending on whether or not you have insurance. You could potentially get funding through Milwaukee County - if you need counseling. And it's not going to just address the alcohol piece; it's also going to get underneath that as well.
When I was little - like when I was ten - I was in and out of counseling. I've been on the streets since I was 15. I know I might not have understood things as much as I do now.
You have a history of traumatic events based on sexual offense. These places specialize in individuals who have had trauma that has happened to them based on a domestic violence relationship or an encounter.
OK... Aaaah! I hate this. I just feel so stupid!
You're going through a tough time right now. And you're just trying to find some resources that are going to help you get through it. There's nothing stupid about that.
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