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Meher Babas at Meherabad, late 1920s (credit: Mani S. Irani Collection)

 . . . all talk in itself is idle talk. Lectures, messages, statements, discourses of any kind, spiritual or otherwise, imparted through utterances or writings, is just idle talk when not acted upon or lived up to.
Meher Baba 

Lord Meher online, p. 3556  


Weekly Reflections No. 37
from Meher Baba Books
(Los Angeles, California)
July,24th, 2015 
Hello Dear Companions:
 
Greetings from Los Angeles, California. Wishing you well in Beloved Baba's Love and Compassion. July is extremely warm in Los Angeles and the summer is in full swing, yet we've had some occasional rains that have given a nice beauty to God's natural world. We are grateful for all His creation, particularly enchanting Mother Nature.

Time for us to meet again for our weekly appointment with Meher Baba -- and I hope you enjoy these weekly get-togethers in His remembrance -- this time to remember Him in His Prem Ashram phase, in the period from 1927 through 1929. On January 26, 1928, Meher Baba selected 20 boys to form the Prem (Love) Ashram for advanced retreat and meditation. Some were allowed to be in His presence for a time while Baba was engaged in silent spiritual work in an underground crypt.

In May, 1927: Near Arangaon village, Baba opened the Meher Ashram day-school for boys to complement the Hazrat Babajan High School for boys, then shifted the school locations up to Meherabad Hill. By October, 170 boys were enrolled, including 14 from Persia. Baba looked after them and also the 500 people living at the Meherabad ashram. Baba had been living on the hill in a 4x6-foot hut, but from December 20, 1927, until February 26, 1928, He confined himself within the strange Khadda, a room in which a deep crypt was dug (and which, 42 years later, would serve as Meher Baba's Samadhi, his tomb-shrine). He began giving nightly "talks" (silently dictated) from the Khadda to the assembled boys and a few Mandali. His grace triggered a "love outburst," sending many boys into profoundly blissful spiritual states, with hearty weeping. Abdulla Pakrawan (Chota Baba, "Junior Baba") entered into a 6th-plane samadhi state for four days. Agha Ali, Esfandiar Vesali, Ali Akbar (Aloba), Rajaram, et al., also experienced divine raptures. (See Ramjoo Abdulla, Sobs and Throbs, included in Ramjoo's Diaries (1976, with supplements); see also, Vol. 3 of Lord Meher.)

 

Baba's seclusion-work in the Khadda and hut helped not only the boys' spirituality but also that of five male Mandali restricted to nearby temporary huts (Sadhak Ashram) for 6 months of meditation. As with the boys, a few of these men also had experiences of inner divine light, involuntary weeping and shouting Baba's name. For the good of the men and boys, Baba endureed from November 10, 1927 till April 25, 1928, one of His longest fasts, abstaining from solid food, taking only a pint of coffee or milk once daily, and toward the end only weak tea and water for 28 days. This period is a fascinating phase of Meher Baba's work to reflect on. 

from Lord Meher, Vol. 3, p. 1092

In recent circulars we have also been reflecting on the topic of "Women In the West and their Roles". We will be covering Kitty Davy's life (part 2) in next week's Reflections.

We hope you enjoy these small occasions for reflecting on the divinity of Beloved Baba's words and life. You may email us at:
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Keep Happy in His Love.
 
In His Love and Service,
Mahoo Ghorbani for Meher Baba Books                 
 
Meher Baba's Prem Ashram (Part 2) 
 

Even Trees Respond to a

Lover's Entreaty to Meet the Beloved


Esfandiar Vesali had been a student in the Prem Ashram in Meherabad in 1927-1928. Soon after the school closed, he returned home to Iran, and [thereafter he] had not seen Baba since 1928. Espandiar longed to have Baba's darshan, but he wrote saying he had no money to travel to India.

 

Through Baidul, Baba wrote back asking how much Esfandiar was earning and what was the means of his livelihood. He answered in detail that he had a modest income from a cherry and apple orchard, but that most years the winter frost destroyed the blossoms on the trees. If he had a good crop, he would sell it and should there be any leftover amount from what he needed for his maintenance, he would be able to come to India. Otherwise, he would not be able to see Baba.

 

Baba instructed Baidul to write back saying that Esfandiar should go to the trees in his orchard and speak to them: "It is 35 years since I have seen Meher Baba, and I want to go and visit him. So you, my crop, are not allowed to freeze. I beg of you trees to bear fruit in abundance so that I might be able to go to see my Lord. The frost and winter should not destroy my crop this year." Baba instructed him to walk around the trees and utter these words, and then not to think of anything else and not to worry.

 

So, Esfandiar "spoke" to his trees every morning.

 

Certain of the fact that he would not lose his crop, Esfandiar borrowed money and flew to Bombay. He arrived at Guruprasad on 5 May 1963 and was extremely anxious to meet his Master after more than 30 years of separation, but Baba did not grant him darshan at once. On the contrary, he sent word for him to sit outside and read verses from the Divan-e-Hafiz. Esfandiar sat on the verandah reading the book. After about half an hour, Baba called him inside. To see him meet Baba after so many years was a touching scene. Putting his head on Baba's feet, he wept and wept. After a few minutes, Esfandiar was lifted up and he embraced Baba. 

 

Esfandiar Vesali in his home Tehran/Iran.
Photo: Courtesy of Shaheen Khorsandi
  

[Esfandiar once had an unusual experience at his home in Tehran. One day he heard a knock, he opened the door and found an Imam (a Muslim priest) standing at the door. The Imam related that he had had a dream in which a voice told him that the eagerly-awaited Imam Mehdi (Saheb-e-Zaman, the Rasool) is now on earth and he would find him at a certain house in Tehran. In his dream, he was guided to the house which he saw clearly in vivid detail. The next morning, the priest went in search of the house in the city, found it and knocked on the door. As he spoke, tears ran down Esfandiar's cheeks, for his house served as the Avatar Meher Baba Center in Tehran, where weekly meetings were held.]

  

. . . Later that year, when the orchard crop was harvested, even though surrounding orchards had been severely damaged due to a harsh winter frost, Vesali's trees gave an unprecedented yield - much to the local farmers' amazement.

 

mainly from Lord Meher online, p. 4981

 

 

 


 

Love Can Be Awakened by
Constant Thinking of the Master
 
On May 1st, Baba concluded a discourse with the [Prem Ashram] boys by stating, "Union with God is the ultimate state. In the end, the lover, Beloved and love all become one."

He then quoted a Persian couplet:

  

"The inmost core of my heart is so filled 

with the thought of my Beloved
that my own name and existence are lost
in thinking of Him."

 

Baba urged the boys, "So create love and you will see your Master. The Beloved can be loved even from a distance. There is no question of distance or nearness. Love is required and love can be awakened by constantly thinking of the Master."

  

Lord Meher online, p. 925

 

 



MEDITATION DONE OUT OF LOVE 

 
On August 22nd, Baba eased the school curriculum for one month and ordered the mandali to let the boys come to him whenever they wished. During this period, Baba was surrounded by the children wherever he went. Many of the boys would wake up at midnight and sit in meditation. At the same time, they would observe the routine during school hours, study, meals and games without feeling tired. Baba indicated that this was a good sign and he was pleased with their enthusiasm. A complete change in the Prem Ashram was noticed and the play of wine began again.

 

The Master started paying particular attention to a boy named Bhiwa, often calling him to be near him, and patting and kissing him. One day at one-thirty, Baba gathered all the Prem Ashram boys and asked whether they were having any problems meditating at night and early in the morning. Many replied that they were not, but Bhiwa began shedding tears and did not answer. Baba questioned him. After hesitating, Bhiwa answered, "While meditating, I don't see your physical form. Many thoughts assail me."

   

Photo: Meher Baba, circa 1927-8, at Meherabad, India. 

 

Baba consoled him with an explanation about the mind:

The mind is a terrible thing; it may be called a curse. Its business is to think and think - the more so when we do not wish to think of a particular person or thing. For instance, when you sit down for meditation or concentration on the Guru or Beloved God, other worldly thoughts of a thousand and one kinds, of which ordinarily you would not have dreamed, are sure to rush into your mind. Thoughts always creep in with their continuous onslaughts, for it is the business of the mind to think, think and think.

 

But the real thinker and meditator is he who would not pay attention to these thoughts and would go on meditating on the image of his worship, even amidst the strongest attacks. This intervention of other ideas is not a sin, or a defect, or even a mistake of the sadhak - aspirant. These thoughts do and will come as long as that terrible mind is there. The sadhak has only to persist strenuously to drive away these as much as he can and think of the Beloved - God. He should not give up meditation or feel disturbed or disappointed by these attacks.

   

Lord Meher , Vol.3, p.1102
  

You need not worry or cry that you cannot love when you cannot meditate due to other thoughts disturbing you. For don't you get up from your sweet sound sleep at midnight with the idea of doing meditation? That is half the work done - sacrificing your sweet sleep for meditation of your own accord without any compulsion. Do you not try to sit down for hours until morning to meditate on me when others are in sound sleep? This is three-fourths of the work done. Now, only one-fourth is left; that is, thinking of only one thing. And try to do that. If you are successful, all right; if not, don't worry. Three-fourths of the work has been done by your waking up and trying to sit for hours in meditation. It is no fault of yours if you do not get the image before your eyes. Persevere and persist in your efforts. Do not be discouraged and give up the effort. Do not try to throw away the sitar because it is hard to tune. Try to adjust and tune each string persistently, with the firm intent of making the instrument work. Similarly, try to catch outside thoughts by the ear and throw them out.

 

Suppose there are innumerable mosquitoes swarming around and some start biting you at night. What would you do to get rid of this annoyance? Would you just sit there and cry? No! You would at once get a mosquito net. You would resort to a remedy and it eventually would have the desired effect. Even though the mosquitoes would come in hordes at first, you would not feel disturbed, for they would almost all be outside the curtain, though a few might have come inside the net. Likewise, deal with all these thoughts. They, like mosquitoes, are sure to come and annoy you, but you have to put up a curtain of thoughts about me, by letting my divine image be present before your mind's eye. Meditate on me so that the other thoughts automatically stop pestering your mind. Let the mosquito net of meditation on me save you from being bitten by your thoughts.

 

Meher Ashram or Prem Ashram boys with Meher Baba, Upper Meherabad, late 1928 to early 1929 (Photo courtesy MN Publications)


To bring my image before your mind's eye, think of me in my various physical activities - going here and there, discoursing, giving darshan, kissing and embracing the boys, reclining on my seat, listening to records, et cetera. And while you will thus see me in my activities, an image will surely come before your eyes. No sooner than you get this scene, let it not escape, but have a firm hold on it in your mind and concentrate on it with all your affection. Thus your meditation on my various activities will lead you to a concentration on my form, and you will then sit for hours concentrating on it.

Remember what I explained, call to me and keep me in mind, and then meditate on my movements, gestures, facial expressions and activities, whatever you remember. If thoughts interrupt, let them. Do not pay any heed.

 

I will teach some of the selected boys and a few of the mandali the methods of meditation. It should be done quite aloof from everyone. Meditation should not be a troublesome burden or boring. It should give joy and be continued.

Baba demonstrated three sitting postures and made a revealing remark, "When I was Jesus, I showed these methods to a thief." He did not explain anything else in regard to Jesus.

 

Continuing, Baba stressed the importance of awakening early in the morning, between 4 and 6 A.M., for meditation and then quoted this saying:

During the first part of the night, most people are awake.

During the second part of the night, before midnight, merrymakers and gluttons are awake.

During the third part of the night, after midnight, thieves are awake.

During the fourth part of the night before dawn, yogis are awake.

When one of the boys asked for an explanation of how a yogi meditates, Baba commented briefly on the difference between the yogic form of meditation and what he had explained to Bhiwa:

There is a great difference between a yogi's meditation and sincere meditation on Infinite, Impersonal God or the Guru, Infinite God in person. A yogi's meditation ends in samadhi, while meditation done out of love ends in union. A yogi's meditation ends where love's activity begins.

LORD MEHER, 1st ed, Vol. 3, pp. 1080-1084

 

 

 

Nature of Mind and Meditation

 

One day at one-thirty, Baba gathered all the Prem Ashram boys and asked whether they were having any problems meditating at night and early in the morning. Many replied that they were not, but Bhiwa began shedding tears and did not answer. Baba questioned him. After hesitating, Bhiwa answered, "While meditating, I don't see your physical form. Many thoughts assail me."

 

Baba consoled him with an explanation about the mind:

 

The mind is a terrible thing; it may be called a curse. Its business is to think and think - the more so when we do not wish to think of a particular person or thing. For instance, when you sit down for meditation or concentration on the Guru or Beloved God, other worldly thoughts of a thousand and one kinds, of which ordinarily you would not have dreamed, are sure to rush into your mind. Thoughts always creep in with their continuous onslaughts, for it is the business of the mind to think, think and think.

 

But the real thinker and meditator is he who would not pay attention to these thoughts and would go on meditating on the image of his worship, even amidst the strongest attacks. This intervention of other ideas is not a sin, or a defect, or even a mistake of the sadhak - aspirant. These thoughts do and will come as long as that terrible mind is there. The sadhak has only to persist strenuously to drive away these as much as he can and think of the Beloved - God. He should not give up meditation or feel disturbed or disappointed by these attacks.

 

Lord Meher online, p. 960

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

Meher Baba, 1928 India Toka, by Gulab M. Shah

Buasaheb tried to comfort me by reminding me what Baba had promised to do for me. But the spontaneous weeping became louder and louder as my muscles were shivering, making my breathing deep and fast. I would quiet down for awhile, only to start crying again.

 

After about an hour, I began to calm down. I felt I was in state of limbo between sleep and wakefulness; a feeling of bliss overtook me. I raised my head and found my Beloved Baba sitting in front of me. His presence and the sight of his pure face once again moved me to tears, and unthinkingly I fell at his holy feet. He was concerned as he gazed at me. I was dazed - lost in a sea of oblivion.  

 

After a few minutes, I regained consciousness and sat in front of Baba, motionless as a statue, gazing with bewilderment at his unrivaled beauty. My eyes were wet with tears and my heart was burning in flames. In my heart I was singing these lines about true love for God:

 

O Beloved, I have lost myself,

yet I desire to lose myself even more.

I speak to your eyes, telling them,

"I want to be as drunk as you are."

I don't want a crown; I don't seek a throne;

I only want to be thrown as dust in Your service.

Who has ever had such a lovely idol as I have?

Who has ever had a moon sweet as honey?

The sight of Your countenance makes the earth shake

As it will at the day of judgment.

Yet in the paradise of Your beauty,

Who would ever fear the fire of hell?

My heart then pleaded to Baba as God:

O life of my soul, without You

Neither does joy make me happy

nor does rapture intoxicate me.

You are my life; without You I know not how to live.

You are my eyes; without You I have no sight.


Lord Meher online, p. 896 



 



 

 

 

 

For listening to this song, click on the link below.   

 

  Effortless by Julie Rust




  




Darwin Shaw with Meher Baba in Meher Spritual Center, Myrtle Beach, SC


Happy Birthday Darwin Shaw!   

He was born 20th July, 1908 - Lake Luzerne, New York, USA  

 

Below is a poem Darwin Shaw wrote during the "Three Incredible Weeks" sahavas with MEher Baba in 1954:

 

 

~ Song of the Wind ~ 

 

Let the song of the wind ever remind you of my love.
Let its soul-healing balm sigh through your being,
wherever you are;
And know that I have loved you as only God can love,
And be sure that I will love you thus throughout Eternity.

Know, beloved, that you are mine forever,
That I have called you from the realm of illusion
To caress you with Love,
With Love Divine.

 

 




    



Imaginary Landscapes with Meher Baba

 

Goodbye for now. See you at our next appointment, next week. We conclude with an image of Meher Baba once again. In this photo Baba  reminds us of remaining in our hearts and not so much in our minds.

Smile ... Jai Baba.
 
  
                           


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